chocolate bar

as i sit here waiting and waiting and waiting all i want to do is cry. ive been here since 7:30 its 8. i broke my fast on 7abat 3enab we7da oo may ma sherabt. i can see people staring at me i no they no that my friends probbly stood me up. but i was hoping for someone to come and sit with me. my knight in shining armor, some one to come and sweep me of my feet. and for some wierd reason that some one was the one ive been hating for so long. the man with me bil work. laish kint aby eyee oo il hope ele thebahnee ina i wanted him to come and sit with me. le awal mara chethe e9eer feenee. madree is it because i was desprate i really didnt know. but i needed him i didnt care if anyone saw us wela shay i wanted to sit and eat with him share a stupid fondue with him like the rest of them sappy couples. but i dont like him and theres no attraction towards him. bess for the hopeless hour thats who i wanted. when my friends arrived i hated the fact that they came. i wasnt even pleased to see them i wanted to leave they where over an hour late and i started crying from hunger but i had a smile on my face incase any one would notice. but as i was sitting there i was still hoping he would come or just be there as a surprise maybe some one told him we would be there. i hate myself for being like this.